My name is Nikolai, I am a transman. I use to think that I had the whole world figured out. It turns out that I have no idea about really anything. However there are a few things I know, I love art, theater, cats, history, and body modifications. I am here if anyone needs to talk or just someone to vent to. “Everybody is special. Everybody. Everybody is a hero, a lover, a villain. Everybody. Everybody has their story to tell.”- V for VendettaTumblr (3.0; @naturalaftermath)http://naturalaftermath.tumblr.com/<img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/7c1a8b683efd75280cd837eb4e5b11dd/tumblr_mn3l40sj3n1s7auoco1_500.jpg"/><br/><br/>http://naturalaftermath.tumblr.com/post/50963330083http://naturalaftermath.tumblr.com/post/50963330083Mon, 20 May 2013 23:26:06 -0400<img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_lwb8xizBfr1r5n1oro1_500.jpg"/><br/><br/>http://naturalaftermath.tumblr.com/post/50963312262http://naturalaftermath.tumblr.com/post/50963312262Mon, 20 May 2013 23:25:52 -0400<img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/7d99a2dc5c33b86153b05fa279171f7f/tumblr_mn4op2UBll1rshzkzo1_500.png"/><br/><br/><p><a href="http://ameliated.tumblr.com/post/50961980582/askatranswoman-question-im-still-confused" class="tumblr_blog">ameliated</a>:</p> <blockquote><p><a class="tumblr_blog" href="http://askatranswoman.tumblr.com/post/50961932999/question-im-still-confused-ok-if-i-look-at-a">askatranswoman</a>:</p> <blockquote> <p>Question:</p> <p>I’m still confused. OK, if I look at a picture of your genitals, will i think you’re a boy or a girl?</p> <p>Answer:</p> <p>If you look at a picture of my genitals, you’ll think I’m a porn star.</p> <p>Rebloggable upon request.</p> </blockquote> <p>Sassy response is sassy.</p></blockquote>http://naturalaftermath.tumblr.com/post/50963279595http://naturalaftermath.tumblr.com/post/50963279595Mon, 20 May 2013 23:25:26 -0400<img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/8af334c436c372b4dd7ad72757ecbac9/tumblr_mm47lcmqNb1r12oofo1_500.jpg"/><br/><br/>http://naturalaftermath.tumblr.com/post/50963135889http://naturalaftermath.tumblr.com/post/50963135889Mon, 20 May 2013 23:23:29 -0400<p><a class="tumblr_blog" href="http://damnablepencil.tumblr.com/post/50565595748/krabwatch-m4ngos-krabwatch-i-like-the">damnablepencil</a>:</p> <blockquote> <p><a class="tumblr_blog" href="http://krabwatch.tumblr.com/post/48537808492/m4ngos-krabwatch-i-like-the-fact-that-i-live">krabwatch</a>:</p> <blockquote> <p><a class="tumblr_blog" href="http://m4ngos.tumblr.com/post/48537758536/krabwatch-i-like-the-fact-that-i-live-in-a">m4ngos</a>:</p> <blockquote> <p><a class="tumblr_blog" href="http://krabwatch.tumblr.com/post/48129319365/i-like-the-fact-that-i-live-in-a-world-where">krabwatch</a>:</p> <blockquote> <p>i like the fact that i live in a world where people of any sex/gender can say ‘suck my dick’ and no one questions it </p> </blockquote> <p>why did you put sex/gender. it means the same exact thing.</p> </blockquote> <p><em>ding-dong you are wrong </em></p> </blockquote> <p><img alt="image" src="http://media.tumblr.com/613872eaf119629866605eac64a5dba6/tumblr_inline_mmvu4enea51qz4rgp.gif"/></p> </blockquote>http://naturalaftermath.tumblr.com/post/50933259740http://naturalaftermath.tumblr.com/post/50933259740Mon, 20 May 2013 17:08:13 -0400<img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/e8a4d61d068d32cb78cb7ed8eb0ecc22/tumblr_mn2dxu6nzC1rdab4ko1_500.jpg"/><br/><br/><p><a class="tumblr_blog" href="http://chloweafterdark.tumblr.com/post/50896964727/casualcynic-so-my-mom-and-i-have-been-working">chloweafterdark</a>:</p> <blockquote> <p><a class="tumblr_blog" href="http://casualcynic.tumblr.com/post/50851952982/so-my-mom-and-i-have-been-working-the-same">casualcynic</a>:</p> <blockquote> <p>So my mom and I have been working the same waitress job for 5-6 years now. She had been waitressing years before, but this is recently. Anyway, about… 15 minutes ago this guy she waited on left and told her to take care. Just that. Prior to this she had talked to him about Italy. Her people are from Florence, this and that, and she said she’s never been. She’s got 8 years of art education and she’s working a waitress job. It’s pretty… Sad and disappointing, I guess. Her and my father divorced 6 years ago and she hasn’t had a real job ever. Just been stuck in a small town she’s not from.</p> <p>This man who we have never seen before tipped her 1000 dollars for a trip to Italy. Walked out, not another word.</p> <p>…you know. Just when I start to lose faith in humanity….Hm.</p> </blockquote> <p>He forgot the forty two cents though</p> </blockquote>http://naturalaftermath.tumblr.com/post/50931175646http://naturalaftermath.tumblr.com/post/50931175646Mon, 20 May 2013 16:41:56 -0400<img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/0ca336794dbccfd748e6b0dead4c7cb5/tumblr_mn44mpYhTA1roecu1o1_500.jpg"/><br/><br/><p>Even my bones know how far I am from being straight.</p>http://naturalaftermath.tumblr.com/post/50927526328http://naturalaftermath.tumblr.com/post/50927526328Mon, 20 May 2013 15:54:25 -0400x-raysbackspine<img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_m83qttSVxe1r5utfho1_500.gif"/><br/><br/><p><a class="tumblr_blog" href="http://oxyhaemoglobin.tumblr.com/post/40418907752">oxyhaemoglobin</a>:</p> <blockquote> <p>Nothing beats this kind of intimacy, when it’s about 3am and it feels like you’re the only two people in the world. There are no words or intentions, you’re just happy lying next to each other knowing that you never want to do this with anyone else. Just to consider that you’re each, essentially, a bag of bones and organs and muscles, and yet you’re both so much more than that because you’ve found each other and suddenly everything makes so much sense.</p> </blockquote>http://naturalaftermath.tumblr.com/post/50923983154http://naturalaftermath.tumblr.com/post/50923983154Mon, 20 May 2013 15:04:52 -0400<img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_m9ga79rPxj1qhdlzeo1_500.jpg"/><br/><br/>http://naturalaftermath.tumblr.com/post/50902003968http://naturalaftermath.tumblr.com/post/50902003968Mon, 20 May 2013 08:05:20 -0400<img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/04daa0979d458d9fb414b282fe15c501/tumblr_mkzyejCV5l1qg9kfqo1_500.jpg"/><br/><br/>http://naturalaftermath.tumblr.com/post/50877543132http://naturalaftermath.tumblr.com/post/50877543132Sun, 19 May 2013 22:52:42 -0400<img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/0f5e96c172d91403d4a98e0ede2adf10/tumblr_mmt7n2EmOg1s1ei43o1_500.png"/><br/><br/>http://naturalaftermath.tumblr.com/post/50877461496http://naturalaftermath.tumblr.com/post/50877461496Sun, 19 May 2013 22:51:40 -0400<img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/7a4607519f91b45a42aa78eefdf123c9/tumblr_mn05fjxu7Q1rgief7o1_500.jpg"/><br/><br/>http://naturalaftermath.tumblr.com/post/50829096496http://naturalaftermath.tumblr.com/post/50829096496Sun, 19 May 2013 12:31:20 -0400<img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/532bb303fba4f34469e06ba381716eb4/tumblr_mmmujnxApL1qgmm1ro1_500.jpg"/><br/><br/>http://naturalaftermath.tumblr.com/post/50829035484http://naturalaftermath.tumblr.com/post/50829035484Sun, 19 May 2013 12:30:31 -0400<img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/0e880aaf7b172e90f89d7305569de8a8/tumblr_mmzemlaIYx1r1xpwxo1_500.png"/><br/><br/><p><a href="http://gnarstalgia.tumblr.com/post/50712298545/man-overboard-s-a-d-edit-by-me" class="tumblr_blog">gnarstalgia</a>:</p> <blockquote><p><em><strong>Man Overboard // S.A.D</strong></em></p> <p><em><strong><br/></strong></em>edit by me</p></blockquote>http://naturalaftermath.tumblr.com/post/50823679966http://naturalaftermath.tumblr.com/post/50823679966Sun, 19 May 2013 11:13:18 -0400<img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/33e196561f2777f9e80f7bebeb6c5cc8/tumblr_mn1441hja11roecu1o1_500.jpg"/><br/><br/><p>Went to the strip club for my birthday :]</p>http://naturalaftermath.tumblr.com/post/50789043499http://naturalaftermath.tumblr.com/post/50789043499Sun, 19 May 2013 00:50:25 -0400http://naturalaftermath.tumblr.com/post/50749781649http://naturalaftermath.tumblr.com/post/50749781649Sat, 18 May 2013 15:22:24 -0400<img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/d4d5e225e087cfee634711f29ea14e41/tumblr_mmco7rk61f1qb5gkjo1_500.jpg"/><br/><br/>http://naturalaftermath.tumblr.com/post/50736342145http://naturalaftermath.tumblr.com/post/50736342145Sat, 18 May 2013 12:11:03 -0400<img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/287ebdc68f39271eee8645cb697d936f/tumblr_mj9pp8Im8C1r6ltuoo1_500.jpg"/><br/><br/>http://naturalaftermath.tumblr.com/post/50736146822http://naturalaftermath.tumblr.com/post/50736146822Sat, 18 May 2013 12:08:09 -0400<img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/d17edcaeede9a4937a6eb01e73143600/tumblr_mmvc7fuWCU1ru9x5wo1_500.jpg"/><br/> <br/><img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/0e1c481eb0db304c2bd9e13ec72b4b43/tumblr_mmvc7fuWCU1ru9x5wo2_500.jpg"/><br/> <br/><img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/9f393a78ce58cf17fdd95461bf672878/tumblr_mmvc7fuWCU1ru9x5wo3_500.jpg"/><br/> <br/><img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/54dbeee6a5eeeab4f0f968a582829bf3/tumblr_mmvc7fuWCU1ru9x5wo4_500.jpg"/><br/> <br/><img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/6beffb5cdd693b56e51692043382c4fb/tumblr_mmvc7fuWCU1ru9x5wo5_500.jpg"/><br/> <br/><p><a href="http://unimpressedcats.tumblr.com/post/50719773535/turn-those-frowns-upsidedownzzz" class="tumblr_blog">unimpressedcats</a>:</p> <blockquote><p>turn those frowns upsidedownzzz</p></blockquote>http://naturalaftermath.tumblr.com/post/50736033027http://naturalaftermath.tumblr.com/post/50736033027Sat, 18 May 2013 12:06:27 -0400<img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_m7npueTOyj1qfcthto1_500.jpg"/><br/><br/>http://naturalaftermath.tumblr.com/post/50735883034http://naturalaftermath.tumblr.com/post/50735883034Sat, 18 May 2013 12:04:17 -0400